>>37971091It's not my fault something relevant to my interests came up, anon.
Education about sex toys and masturbation is always something to push, especially given how hard it is to come by. If I had a dick, I'd be pushing onaholes.
And why would I be triggered? That was just a pretty typical and expected response. Forgive me if I'm not up to bringing my A game against a basic bitch "stop telling girls to masturbate" knee-jerk.
I'm a bit more interested about your ideas on deranged make-believe anime larp, though. This board is usually full of around 60% larping, in wanting to fuck the pokemon, or the trainers, or going on adventures with your bro, or designing your region. And yet a conversation grounded in reality, that's where the anime larp comes into play?
Really?
Again, forgive me if I can't help but think something else in particular is behind it.
>>37971192>I'd rather have my first eh.. experience be with the actual thing, and that person being someone I love.Hey, that's totally fine, too! There's tons of reasons to do or not do that kind of stuff, just so long as it's a choice you're making out of a want to do something, not a hesitance to do something. Recognizing the difference between those things is critical to that "drive" you're talking about.
Either way, after reading your story, I'm rooting for you! One day, and one small victory at a time!
>>37971230>Someone has to make an effort or you'll just be good acquaintances forever.This.
Someone you know and talk to in class a lot is just your school friend.
It's hard, it can be awkward, but you have to do a few things outside of school to become real friends. It doesn't have to be much, it can be going to a coffee shop, seeing a movie, whatever, but you need to do something to make your lives more connected than just school.
School friends tend to fade away once you graduate. Once you establish that you can do things outside of school, and start, those will likely continue.