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I'm slowly sabotaging myself this year, and I'm afraid I am going to lose one of my big college scholarships. It's not because I go out partying and drinking, but because I sit inside all day procrastinating and getting behind on assignments and skipping class out of fear to show up with my work incomplete. I feel like a total fucking failure. I'm terrified of what my final grades will be. I'm trying to be better, but another part of me just wants to give up and become a NEET. I'm such a disappointment, and I don't deserve my friends and family. I wish I could feel emotional about this, but in reality, I just feel numb about anything I should be passionate about and content with my wasted time.
