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I've been feeling like total shit ever since my sibling passed away a while back. I don't cry about it since I don't like anyone seeing my tears, but mentally and emotionally, I'm completely fucked. Most of the time I don't have the mood to do anything so I just watch Youtube videos on my phone. Not to mention that after the sibling died, it left a big impact on my financial situation. I'm not a NEET and actually study, but without any working experience in a country I live in, you won't get jackshit, neither you'll be able to live on NEET bux. I'm not sure what I'm going to do after graduating. I'm currently on my 4th year and I only have one year of studying left. Getting some kind of job that'd at least let me sustain myself financially would be nice, but I don't know where to start after my university stops providing me monthly payment for my needs (they do it here if one of your relatives dies. It's not much, but better than nothing). Life has really become a "before and after" situation for me.
