>>20239162sorry
>>20239164Well, long story short.
>going back to school in August >really don't want to mess it up like the first time>constant stress >dad thinks I'm a failure >lose job >stuck at home>no friends >find dads whisky>"sure,why the hell not">drink half the bottle >want to start a bonfire >cover wood with gas>like a fucking idiot I try to light it with a lighter>burn my face, right hand, and hairnow I feel like worst shit then before and I'll have to explain to my dad why my face is burnt and half his whisky is gone. As if he didn't think I was a big enough fuck up already.