>>39365097tl;dr It's gallows humor that helps me lighten the reminder of "Oh yeah, you died, got rejected, got yeeted to Hell, were made humble of your flaws,perceptions and significance by being avalanched with an insane amount of data overload, then came back."
>>39365122You try dying and coming back then trying to make sense of it mate.
>>39365125>>39365130Well, that is the thing that is scary to me. I don't know if brain damage occurred or not. Am I grasping onto something veiled that simply doesn't exist, or am I trying to find logic in the illogical because I don't, or maybe I should say, I can't put the pieces together that "Ah, you broke yourself a bit in coming back, and now this mindset is a result of that breaking. A positive evidence of the damage occurred."
I'm super big in trying to make sense of things and getting my logic in order. What if my brain is trying to make sense, but simply can't because its been damaged, and then it comes out all fragmented and crazy, despite sounding semi-logical?
