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It breaks my heart to hear so many of you struggle with mental health. I use to be in a really dark place in my early 20's, especially around the stress of college. Around this time I developed bulimia and basically binge drank on the weekends. I used to be so disgusted with myself that I would carve words like "fat" and "die" into the top of my thighs to have a reminder during the day that I was useless and all that shit. In really horrible times I would heat up a fork or spoon with a lighter and burn my ankles or the bottom of my feet so no-one would know I self-harmed. This all stemmed from unresolved sexual trauma I was subjected to as a kid, basically an older kid molesting me in my sleep.
Basically I had a breakdown shortly after all of this and had to go to a doctor and therapy. When I say things get better overtime, I really do mean that. You will not be the same person you are at 18-20.. you will grow and change and gain life experiences that make you happy.
If any of you have access to mental health services, especially if you're in college/uni please take advantage of the free help. My biggest regret is not taking the help sooner because I had "wasted' those early teen/twenties years destroying myself. Anyways I love you faggots and hope you guys can learn to move passed the trauma and love yourselves, even if it takes years of therapy and medication.
