Yeah, I'll be honest, anon. Like
>>47503636 said, it's not like you want to fuck kids because at the current point in the story, they are probably as old as you are, if not older. That's like crushing on a girl your age when you were 11, staying obsessed with her until you both were in your twenties, then beating yourself up because she was 11 when you started crushing on her even though you were also 11. Think, anon, think.