>>15252840I know, and I'm not asking you to, or hoping you ever can. Feeling like this is horrible. I appreciate it though, your consideration means a lot more to me than you'd think.
>>15252841[spoilers] I know in theory that's right, and I won't deny it because I believe in odds, but at this point, twenty-five years of suffering seems way too much as is. I've felt like this since I can remember. My only joy has been being able to escape through fantasy or sleeping, and even then the former isn't able to do it anymore. I appreciate it though, We're still here, so we're still trying I suppose. [/spoiler:lit]
>>15252879 I certainly hope it does get better for you. If I could I'd take the pain away from all of you somehow as silly as that sounds. I know we're all just met in a random thread and we're all hiding anonymously from one another, but like I said, I wouldn't want anyone else to ever feel like this. That means you guys as well. 