>>49107683I had dissapointed both myself and family in less than a whole year of College... (and yes I am indeed this sad sack of shit from here
>>49020633 if its not obvious)
After they went mad as never before from how much money I thrown down the drain, I spent the evening 'playing with wires' - I should have waited untill later wehn eveyone was heavily asleep instead TBF, I would've spared severyone so much embarrassment if I haven't pussied-out and gotten interrupred...
>I am starting to understand those sick fucks in a way, and I hate myself for daring to go there - there is no reason to suffer alone if you can share the pain with others, some might even like it... 