>>41744446The act scared me shitless, too.
The first time I did it, I was so nervous I finished in like 20 sec. You gradually become more comfortable with it the more times you do it with someone. When you do it with someone you love, not only do they understand when you mess up, you let your guard down and you start to enjoy yourself.
Which is why I said the thing about the hooker. If I lost my virginity to some rando while half-drunk, I wouldn't enjoy myself, in fact I'd gain less enjoyment than I would if I just masturbated.