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>favorite Pokémon
This cutiepie kaiju.
>mental state
After a very stressful period of time in which I had to deal with death and the mental illness of a person who is close to me, I can't come to terms with not being able to rely on any other person. The idea of having to count on myself alone has somehow slapped me in a state of uncontrollable anxiety. I'm trying meds but they only do so much. That's what life is, for sure, but I'm so stressed out I really needed someone to take the reins for a while and tell me "I'm driving this until you've recovered". Instead, I actually have to show as little as I can of my mental state because otherwise I might cause way more problems (and still not receive any support). It's shameful, but all in all I'd really need to be taken care of for a while.
