>>44778805The sad thing about love is how it's perceived. The real genetic feature is how you fall for someone for their look/scent/musk/way of talking/ect. As a girl myself I had a hard time with this shit, but that's how it goes.
I've had someone date me, bringing me to the cinema/ect and just be kind but I never liked his voice, the way he looks, ect. I could never fuck the guy at all. I still kicked my ass in hope real love would come later, but it doesn't work that way. Afterward I got out with someone who I definitely enjoyed his smell/look/ect. We had a shit ton of sex despite not doing much except playing vidyas and (((watching))) movies.
And then I realized I wanted a bigger dick and the guy isn't really family material. It's just how it goes. Life itself is just too fucked, you'll never really get what you want so it's best to just go along the flow and get your fun out of it