>>55515310Anon seriously, don't do it. No amount of mitigating will make things less awful for your mother (or your sister for that matter). She is not a replacement for you, you are the only person who has been or will ever be you.
Nobody here knows what you're going through, but you can get through it. You've made it to this point and you just need to find something to keep yourself going. Gym, art, some sort of continuous project. If a new Pokemon game keeps you alive a little longer then fuck it. Do you really want to miss Gen 10 for the 30th Anniversary?
It'll get better, don't listen to any loser telling you otherwise.