>>31139287Sounds like you're in a really similar situation. Basically over time I realized that even though it felt like this sort of movie relationship with really intense highs and that sort of romanticized thing where you don't communicate what you really feel and it hurts but it's like this sort of idealized pain? I don't really know how to describe it, but I eventually realized that if she actually cared about me she wouldn't just play with me like that, and it was just this cycle of me getting hurt over and over again, all while she had the upper hand.
I'd honestly say that someone who acts like that isn't worth having in your life,
especially if he's above 18 You could give him another chance, but it's gotta be the last chance, and you need to mean it.
