>>56145027You’re right, it’s my fault. But I couldn’t contain myself when she was getting such a head start with more experienced guys as soon as we left town together. I had to watch over her and protect her! But before I knew it I was spending all my time worrying and watching instead of catching up… I would pretend not to want to accept her pity, instead promising I’ll earn her respect someday, but we both know the truth… the next time she beds some guy I’ll be right back to spying- I mean worrying over her. But maybe now she might occasionally leave the lights on inside the tent, so her little friend can at least keep watch on the shadows as they bounce on top of each other. She’ll start inviting these guys to our tent instead, because it's "safer that way". And when they ask “what about your boyfriend?”, she’ll just laugh, louder and more sincerely than I’ve ever heard from her, and pull him in saying something like “he prefers to play outside~”
