>>55516377>>55516388>>55516389This is a copypasta, he posted this already on /v/
Anon, it sounds like you main problem is your anxiety and lack of self confidence, not your parents or school. Work on fixing that first, and no /vp/ and /v/ is not the right place to ask about that.
As a nationalist, I don't think you should aspire to being able draw and write smut and pornography. You should channel your creative interests into less degenerate endeavors.
Basically, it sounds like you do not respect yourself at all and you really need to fix that. Remaining a coomer degenerate will cause you to lose respect for yourself too.
Bye bye
