>>30568504>you could have devoted all that brainpower to learning a new language, doing well in school, learning to play an instrument, or being socialYou didn't want to then and you still don't want to now, so all of that is meaningless.
You did the thing that you enjoyed and you keep doing it, so what else matters?
Would you be happier if you did the things you don't want to do in order to be someone with the type of life you don't want to have?
What you have now is what you want, if you wanted anything else as much as this you would have it.
