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>10 years
How did it feel back then when you self-inserted as Hilbert because you wanted to be able to date Hilda? How did it feel when you imagined yourself with Hilda leaning her head on your shoulder and falling asleep. How did it feel having the thought of you being alone with Hilda on the Ferris Wheel play out in your head. How does it feel now that you are 25 but Hilda is still the same age as before?
Also.
"You’ll never be a girl’s erotic dream. Get used to it. It’s not for you. Anyhow, it’s too late. All your sexual failures since adolescence, The frustration dogging you since puberty, have scarred you forever. Even if you could find a woman, which I frankly doubt, it wouldn’t work, It’ll never work. You’re orphaned by the teenage loves you never had. It’s already hurt you, It’ll keep getting worse. An agonizing bitterness will fill your heart. There’s no redemption. No release. That’s how it is."
