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It's been a few years since I've lost my father andI still can't get over it. I was 18 when he had slowly starting to get more and more frail with each month. My family and I had really hoped we would get him to stand on his feet again in a few years till the end. I'm nearing 24 now, yet I don't feel like I have completely been able to recover. Every single hobby I tried seems pointless to me and I don't think I have much of a future. I don't want to an hero myself, but honestly I've been pretty close to doing it once. Whatever enthusiasm and self-esteem I've had is now completely gone. I'm aware that this situation is self-destructive, but I don't know how to cope with it at this point.
