>>45837314Your purpose on this planet is to make the most of yourself. Seek small goals and make a hobby for yourself and don't let your imagination outshine reality.
I know it's ironic for someone like me to say such things, but I'm not going to blindly demand everyone to whip up a Tulpa just to cure their loneliness when it's clear you have others to talk to.
Believe me when I say I was in your shoes though. I've always dreamed of going somewhere else away from this planet and being the hero in the stories/games/movies I've seen.
It got so bad to the point that I broke down crying about how feeble and meaningless I thought my life was on this planet and how useless I am
but thanks to her I was able to overcome that and accept my existence here. [tl;dr] You're not as big as you think you are and that's not a bad thing. Accept that you're an ant and do whatever you please.