>>15252230 I'm sure you realize I'm going to tell you to drop the facade and be true to yourself. I know that isn't easy though, I know saying it and doing it are two different things, but I hope one day you're able to overcome your problem. I have faith in you, I'm sure you're a lot stronger than you give yourself credit for. >>15252302 I'm sure I do, but I'll be honest at this point I'm too blind to see it. I'm tired of hurting, I just want to lay down and never wake up. The only time I'm not hurting is when I'm asleep. That's what I imagine death is like, just sleeping forever and ever. I rather never to feel again than to hurt more. >>15252278Hey that's what the internet is for right?
