>>55396265My temples hurt again, and so does my ankle which I keep breaking at least once per 4-5 months by no real intention to do so - it just happens by itself by sheer accident, ever since the articular capsule surrounding it got torn-open 5 years ago when I slipped on a half-step like a total imbecille…
I can't enjoy anything this world could offer me - I just don't feel like I'll ever be allowed to. . .
I don't want to excuse my subhuman behaviour by this pain I keep feeling, but it does make the hurting lessen whenever I see someone get mad by my mere pressence.
This is not what life should be about, but what else can I do besides just stop existing if I'll never ammount to anything? 