>>48014024Actually yeah I can personally relate a little bit. A few years ago I started watching trap/tranny porn. I only liked when they were totally passable, like literally just looked like a hot chick with a fat cock. If they had an even slightly masculine face or a deep voice I lost interest. I felt like this sexual awakening. I got so much harder watching hot traps. I never came so hard. I dreampt of dating a hot little trap and taking her to family parties and having everyone fooled meanwhile under her summer dress was a fat veiny uncircumcized cock that I would tease when no one was looking. I wanted to suck a passable trannies cock and make them explode in my mouth. Never really wanted them to fuck me though strangely. I don't like things in my ass. But as the time passed and the novelty wore off it didn't interest me anymore. I would go to a thread on gif or whatever and it just wasn't the same. It was harder to look upon those sad creatures and not just see a broken desperate man, confused and monstrous. I couldn't fool myself anymore. It passed. I still prefer porn with nice looking cocks and like watching cumshot compilations and glory hole videos so im not saying I don't still have some bisexual tendencies, for lack of a better term. But all throughout I was always still attracted to femininity in every other respect. I love soft smooth thighs, fat butts, pretty faces with nice mouths, and perky little tits. And throughout and even now I never found masculine jaws, facial hair, muscled male torsos, small utilitarian manbutts etc. To even be remotely appealing or sexually attractive. Sexuality is obviously not black and white and more complex than most like to admit. I think most men who think themselves 100% straight are at best 90-95%.
I didn't mean to be an asshole it just kind of made me laugh. Like "I'm not attracted to mens bodies or faces, just the most sexual aspect of the male form, the literal sex organ. But I am not a homosexual."
