>>32253763I'm so sad to hear that anon, really -- that's a huge heavy thing to carry and I don't think anyone is blaming you right now for struggling with this. You're doing the best that you can in the face of a tragedy.
Thanks for the thread music, too.
As for me, things have been better -- my dog is getting older and having some health complications. She was recently hospitalized for a week, but she's on the mend now (vestibular disorder, makes you think your dog is literally in the throes of death, but most animals usually recover with little to no complications!) -- but it's still scary to think about. She's nearly 17, and she's been with me through losing most of my family to illness over the years -- I know the day is slowly approaching, but I still struggle with the knowledge that I'm going to lose her.
>>32253768Congrats, anon. You've done well. 