>>19393057Quit feeling sorry for yourself. Grab yourself by the boot straps and start applying places. Apply to places you wouldn't even want to work because hey a job is a job and you can quit when you find something better. Don't say "ooh i don't know if I'll be around much longer" you're just begging for attention and suicide is a pansy way out. You're a good person and you know it, now stop being emo and get going.