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silly punk lizard :)
i am afraid almost constantly of the world taking advantage of me when i let my guard down/reveal too much to someone that i shouldn't have. it's happened before plenty of times, which has pretty much destroyed my sense of enjoyment when it comes to people, so i keep myself in a permanent state of alertness and protection to try and ward it off. it melts away a little when i'm with the people i enjoy, but even then i'm keeping up the lie that everything's great, since talking about any problems to them only seems to push them away most of the time. nobody ever wants to be the downer.
