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What you are doing is gambling. You did not win. You are not using "calculated skill", you are not using "experienced judgment", you are gambling. You rolled dice, got lucky, and won a children's game, one that many of you like to conflate with "chess" to appear normal and intelligent, when, in fact, you are addicted to gambling. You do this because you are a bloated pile of anxiety, unrealized and unactualized, and you like to consider your losses a result of "bad luck" and conflate the same luck for "skill" when you win.
But you did not win.
You are playing a hyper-situational ultra controlled gambling game in an environment surrounded by musty, like-minded company who go to great lengths to control how much gambling takes place. Too much random number generation makes you angry, irritable, and anxious, and too little, reminds you that you are playing a children's game, and breaks the illusion. You cannot explain your habits to anyone outside of your pedophile and animal fucking discord servers, because no self respecting, confident person would understand what you do.
Looking at the attendees of these tournaments and gatherings where the worshiping of this hyper-controlled and ultra situational gambling happens, you are physically unimpressive.
Unattractive, and aware of it, you quietly squirt your masculine energy into your hands, daily, fueled by the thought of fucking imaginary animals and imaginary children, drawn as hyper sexualized art. You lack the insight to see yourself in the mirror and see what you are: a pathetic, latent anxiety ridden mess, unable to play a game requiring real skill, timing, precision, accuracy, decision-making and time management. You are a waste, and nobody will ever admire or appreciate you for what you are doing.
