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I have mentioned this before, but due to a bad influence in my life who I've tried to help; I have started cutting my arms and legs in similar fashion to her. I really didn't believe her when she said that it's an addiction, and I should have listened. When we seriously talk to each other, we end up literally driving each other in to hysteric episodes, where we can't exactly remember what happened during that time. I have openly said to her that I find her scars beautiful, and she thanked me sincerely. I have told her about my own self-harm and unlike my ex would have done, she asked me to try and stop and warned me how addictive it can be. Last time I talked to her, she had said that she had possibly sliced her throat too deep and went the day after to see a doctor about it. Then she complained about a pain in her chest, and vomiting. While mentioning something about voices. It's been roughly 2 weeks, and I've been extremely worried for her. I have a total of 50 cuts on my one arm alone, and each cut has been getting deeper. I really hope she sees this, as I've met her here on 4chan. I want her to be okay, or at least some sign that she's recovering or healthy. She has histrionic, and a bad case of BPD mixed with HPD. I feel like if I mention the name she uses, she'll show up because she's said before that she looks herself up often. But I'll refrain from that for now. I just really hope she's okay.
