>>41420645I used to love N until I read a really well-written fanfic a few years back where he was portrayed to have terrible hygiene, cheeto-covered fingers, a rapey stare and would autistically fidget with his rubix-cube constantly.
It just completely ruined my perspective of him
since it actually seemed like an accurate portrayal of what an unsocialised abused child would grow up to be, I just wish I could like him again.
