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I've made peace with the fact that I'll probably be a virgin forever, alone and with no children. For context, I'm a 25 y/o volcel woman, all my life I've always thought that love and family were incredibly important values, and after seeing what constantly sleeping around did for my mother and several of all highschool classmates, my ideals were reinforced even more. I think having sex with someone you don't love is absolutely disgusting. To me it's a beautiful act of bonding between two people who truly care for the other, but nowadays such a thing seems to not exist anymore. Everywhere you look, it's nothing but rampant degeneracy, men and women alike who use Tinder and treat others as disposable cumholes, who don't care about love or relationships, who are incredibly depraved due to easy access to porn and end up demanding things such as choking/physical abuse or things like anal on the first date as if it were the norm. Even the one bf I had, who was also a virgin, turned out to be incredibly depraved and ended up molesting me and trying to do all sorts of awful things, which luckily I could get out of.
People don't care about love nowadays, it's all porn, sex with strangers, fetishes, violence, adultery, you name it.
All I ever wanted was to find a man with good values, someone who loves me and I love too, someone to care for, have fun with, laugh, respect, grow together, someone who I could truly build a life with in happiness, who I could have children with, raise them and grow old together. Maybe it's my own fault, maybe I'm too immersed in some fairy tale like mindset, but I can't help it. I don't want to sleep with someone I don't love, to marry someone I don't love, to have children with someone I don't love. The latter even more so, since to me kids should be the epitome of their parents' love.
Seeing how degenerate people are nowadays, I've lost all hope of ever finding such a person, so I came to terms that it'll be just me forever, but that's okay.
