>>48703565pretty sure both of those are illegal to do, also therapists have dealt with way worse shit then that and generally want to help people, you'd be really fucking naive to think they aren't trained to learn to deal with people who have questionable fetishes, unless your a danger to yourself or others then they can't make you do shit, what did you seriously think you'd get sent to a Russian gulag for admitting you like craving poke-dick to a therapist?
I once went to a therapists office (not for myself nor did I enter a private room) and saw a screen displaying interesting facts about fetishes, 70% of people on the spectrum have kinks, clearly they know how to help people deal with those thoughts and feelings.
at the very least I'd suggest taking a break from 4chan.