>>48968510I've been busy for the last two days hence the delay. These is a decent reflection, but I have to agree with
>>48973012 in that most of this is framing yourself as the victim. I see you've read at least some of the post I wrote to the other anon, about narcissism and such. It would do you good to take that stuff on board.
Again, I see that you haven't actually explored WHY your previous actions were bad, in spite of what must be at least three prompts by now. This anon
>>48974335 has a point when he notes that you're still angling after art when your relationship with artists and fellow fans is very poor. And when you make posts like
>>48974580, in which you intimate that anyone else here has done as you have done in the past - that's digging yourself a hole, so rise above that.
To put it 100% clearly - you must SAY, here being an ideal place and now being an ideal time, what was wrong with what you did before. I've been happy to help you, give you some guidance and entertain you for this thread and the last one now, but ultimately you must help yourself with this one.
If you yourself do not understand what was wrong with what you did then you should ask us, listen to what we have to say, and perhaps continue to ask pertinent questions until you have a handle on it. If you DO already know why those things were wrong to do, then there's no reason why you couldn't expound on that right now.
With that, I would like to no longer type up large posts about this one topic in these threads, since it's only tangentially relevant to everyone else's interest. I believe that you can improve, but that belief may change if no effort or attempt is forthcoming. Certainly, I will not explain the need to explore this situation on your end anymore, outside of answering pertinent questions. If this is the last post I send on this topic then that will be a shame, but it can only be that way if you fail to reflect upon yourself once more. So just take a go at it..
