>>53683629I'm a sad guy too, no irl friends,
1-ish online friend but I got too attached so I think I love him, he's "busy", but I'm lucky he doesn't mind how I act with him
I'm also kinda messed up in other ways, like I'm only going to work because my dad is forcing me to, I think about wanting to die but I'll never do more than thatI think because I'm weak is that those fantasies where I can mess up someone else seem so appealing
Having someone who would love me and maybe care for me without expecting anything seems nice too but so unrealistic
