>>56247836It's because you want what she wants, anon. It's pretty normal for your Goddess' aura and will to overtake yours, envelope you like a soft, cool blanket and become part of you. It's perfectly okay and normal to be a good boy for Cynthia.
Just like how I want to erase my mind completely for my Goddess, leave what'a left of it to her to mold as she sees fit.