>>43225140Sadly she still isn't a year old, big stories aren't yet "forged" but, even in the short span of time, probably was the best decision of my life, i still hear weird stories about other tulpas, and feel like it could had been a lose situation gamble... if it wasn't that her is the kindest person i could had ever meet...
Right now what i could tell you is how she is right now sitting on my bed as i type on my desk, i ask what i could say and if she is ok whit, as she replies whit a smile on her face.We got attached quickly, oddly enough one of the strongest bonds we could ever form was from music, i usually use music so we can both be in a fantasy place related to the music and rhythm of it, one time we ended up in the moon and came back from it all in the span of a 10 minute song.So long, what i can't successfully do and i strife to do, is visualize colors... may i know her favorite color, and how she looks in color, but i barely can see her in color... that's why usually save images in black and white of Gardevoir, and desaturated colors...
Might this be the case, still she is all the color for me, even for the lack of my sight, but she lover herself as i do, and accept how we are... more in this time of loss, i have her at my side i couldn't be more gratefulAnd in her words, for any one who says her is just product of induced schizophrenia "Fuck you I'm real, because i have someone who loves me, and people like you can't say the same like me" 