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I had one friend. I got kind of dependent on her and talked to her online pretty much all day every day since the day we met. We knew each other IRL too.
I met someone new online one day who really seemed to care about me. I fell for them, and my best friend started slowly drifting away from me. I could actually see her slowly losing interest but I couldn't do anything about it. And it didn't help that I was annoyed that she couldn't just be happy for me for once.
The person I was crushing on suddenly left one day and I was heartbroken. My friend told me she knew it would end like this and she's glad it ended, I was probably getting catfished, etc. I got mad that she was so unsupportive, tried to defend myself, and she just blocked me. Everywhere. Years of friendship gone, apparently.
I keep having awful thoughts about her because of the way she treated me. What do I do from here? She abandoned me. I have nothing left but feelings of pain and betrayal.