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>everyone says getting masters is easy and everyone can do it
>recently escaped expert after a bit of back and forth but still contributing with talonflame
>all my veteran matches have been struggles, either I get crushed and someone carries us, or I get crushed and we lose
>after about 20 games on and off i'm still suck in veteran 1, zero pips
>can't blame it on my team because I do just as badly as them most of the time
>can't blame it on my picks because I only play the meta picks
>can't blame it on my items and builds because I use the most popular/successful builds
>can't blame it on not keeping up in exp because I still end up at least equivalent in levels to the enemy players unless we got absolutely raped
>have to cope with the fact that i'm just a worse player and just happened to fall below the 50% average
>have to swallow the blackpill and internalize that I can't even get good at a baby game that cushions your ranked experience with bot games and free pips just for playing matches
i honestly didn't think that I could feel any worse about my life but realizing that even when the game is pulling for you to get a 50%+ win rate and still failing just forced me to acknowledge that i'm a failure and that I had been making excuses for being a loser by blaming the games i've played all these years. I don't even have that anymore. I deeply hate all you people in Masters, who get to have fun at the game and keep getting good because I can't.