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i wish i felt like i wasn't an outcast i have friends that i think care about me but they are so different from me that i just don't know. i wish i was mute so that i didn't have to talk to anyone im fine with just listening. i wish i was dead and that my afterlife is just a stream of my friends lives so that i can watch them be happy and content and when they all die i just stop living i wish i could help anyone. its always what i wanted just helping people like some hero in a fairy tale. if i helped just one person it would make me content and i could die happy. im just going to kill myself soon honestly so i guess it doesn't matter but i hope that i get to watch everyone.