>>33521696I'd drop if I could afford to, but it's just 13 units. Even I can't complain about a load that light. It's the rest of this stuff piled onto it that's frustrating me.
>>33521672It's times like this that I wish I had a girlfriend. I don't give a shit about the sex (3DPD's gross anyway), I just want someone to talk to. I want someone who'll let me just vomit all my feelings out in front of them. I want someone who'll listen to me complain about how hard my day was, all the while petting my head, and telling me that no matter what, they'll be there to make me feel better. I do anything for them, if they'd help me like that. And I'm scared that I'll never find that person. I'm scared that I'll be alone for the rest of my life, and for the other times I'll have to deal with this, I'll have no one to turn to. I'm scared that one day, I'll just snap and jump off a bridge without thinking, and my consciousness will be erased from existence, never making an impact or memory with anyone. The fact that I'm looking to 4chan for social interaction shows how fucking desperate I am at this point. I just hope that before the mods ban my post, that I can at least find someone who'll offer at least a little internet sympathy, for how little that's really worth.
Fuck, I feel like a newfag for typing all this shit, but I just need to let it out at this point. I don't even really care what people say to me; if they respond, at least that means they listened. That's already an improvement on how people have been treating me so far today.
