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Happy birthday, OP. Your taste in pokemon is great!
I must technically agree with the first post that happiness is a choice. However, the other posters are right, as well! MAKE it a day you would definitely enjoy! Have that pizza, get outside with how nice the weather is in much of the northern hemisphere (I'll be apologetically bold and assume you are in that half) to take a walk and bask in the sun, and treat yourself like you did in buying the plush. I would imagine even if you may be physically alone, you have some friends online you can talk to and relax with for a portion of time. And remember: as various posters showed in this thread itself, you've genuinely got people wanting the best possible day for you. I hope it will go great!