OP here, I went to sleep after pathetically posting and woke up to this, thank you for taking the time. GO has made a positive impact on my life, even giving me reasons to talk to people on community days even if it's just for trading mons for that lucky chance. I can never quite keep the friendship from there onwards and it always falls apart due to me stopping contact, because whenever I talk to people I feel I am talking to a "piece of meat", it feels like I talk to a wall, even though I can hear their answers. I feel no drive to talk to people due to this. And yet I crave friends badly, and I wish I were a normal.
>>42533850I want it to be satire
>>42534188It must be one of my delusions
