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Gah, this better be the last one for a while...you guys are fucking up my sleep schedule
My dad believes that I'm destined for greatness, when in reality I'm sure I'm going to flop. He thinks I'll do good because I did exceptionally well and received many recommendations and awards until late junior high, where I pretty much BS'ed him about everything being fine from there on. I'm the eldest of four and took on a lot of responsibility at a young age with my father being gone for months on end for his job. When I roughly learned how to support and take care of myself, I began to grow neglected as there were three younger siblings that needed the attention more. I only recently learned how to use a lawnmower, I have no idea how to swim, drive worth shit, and haven't seen a doctor in several years. He truly believes I am going to make a difference and that I will make millions if I become a video game designer and go out and do the things he never could. I know I have no need to make him proud, but considering how he knocked up some girl in his late teens, made and sustained his own business with no previous experience, managed to become upper class for a good seven to eight years, and came through several divorce scares makes me feel like all his efforts would be for nothing if I couldn't live up to his expectations.
