>>46997276>FavouriteDon't actually have one, so I'll just pick one I really like out of a folder.
>Why?It's cute, I like its little faux fuzzy scarf, and I like bees (and bugs in general).
>Mental state?Shittier than when I posted in the original thread. Still fearing the virus, still hating myself over shitty mental defects, still being a waste of space. I'm basically guaranteed at this point to fail my classes because of this working at home stuff, which is something I've never been capable of doing. On top of that, these very concerning and worsening pains have been bothering the fuck out of me since the beginning of the year. I'm constantly worried that they'll turn out to be something awful, and certain other worrying things that cropped up afterwards really aren't helping. Can't go get help myself because of cripplingly bad social anxiety, can't get my family to help because they all hate doctors and keep making up excuses. Thanks for reading my shitty blog post. 