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Oof...
Let me think for a moment.
I feel like... Im not sure. If i take a look at my life right now, normally i wouldnt have to complain about anything.
Even though we´re in lockdown thanks to corona, i can still go to work. thursday will be my first day of work since december 3rd, since i had tons of vacation days piled up and took them since they´d get deleted at the end of the year.
I have a nice home, a beautiful Wife (8 1/2 years), no kids yet because my wife doesnt want any prior to being 25 at least (shes 23, im 27)
I have a car (which is being repaired right now, some asshat drove into me, dont have to pay even a cent though)
I have no debts, a stable income of 2,2k per month....i have a circle of friends, i have hobbies...
But i cant shake the feeling of dread. like, i refuse to buy myself stuff and save money and cant stop the feeling of wasting said money when i buy something. I feel like i should start buying survival stuff, like this whole society wont last more than a few years from now on.
This HUGE black cloud is approaching from the horizon, destined to destroy the world as we know it....I feel terrified when i think about how the governement is making normal life more and more expensive while claiming to "save the planet" and "Its for you people"
Our Government (Germany) is trying to save the world by sacrificing everything, even though we´re maybe 1% of the problem.
I mean i love this Country. i love the land here, my friends, Family, the places i grew up. Its my home.
Then on the other hand, i slowly cant stand it here anymore. Government-fueled massimigration of religious fanatics and People who have the same or lower IQ than fuckin apes are swarming our land, raping and killing people left and right, while the media says "this is only a single case that means nothing" while prices for everything gets ramped up by 50%. i mean i would take the train to work, but half of the time its late or not even coming...
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