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>Marshadow
>Sinnoh design wise, Unova game wise
>I've never felt any strong romantic interest in my life until recently. I started feeling this way towards my best friend and I hate it. I want to love him but at the same time I feel guilty about it because he's been in past relationships with his own good friends that ended up being abusive, so I don't want to remind him about that. Not only that, but I don't wanna tell him and have things turn awkward between us as friends, which will eventually lead to distancing and not being friends at all anymore. I don't have any sexual interest towards him or any sexual interest at all really, yet I still have this huge need to spend the rest of my life together with him by my side, cuddling, hugging, etc. It's all really pathetic I know but it's impossible to shake the feelings so it's been doing a number on me. Sorry for the blog post, I really just wanted to vent about this.
