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I’m severely depressed but pretty well functioning. I have extreme suicidal ideation about once a day, and it takes me spending five minutes to consider the consequences of my death on others to continue on. I probably need to spend time in a psych ward, but my parents caused this whole mess by sending me to a residential treatment center, where I was raped for 3 months in my sleep; not too keen on the mental health system.
Unfortunately I’m gay in Texas, so I’m going to a shitty state college on the east coast to get the fuck away from it all. Pretty likely I become some freakish hermit living in the mountains or something after a mental break.
My mother hates me (fag son) so I can’t live at my house. I’m couch surfing at my dad’s apartment, and just today he threatened me with homelessness mid-quarantine. Took a while to get off the edge haha
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