>>50715871>>50715881My perspective mainly comes from being an autistic kid that got pushed around by both kids and adults for being too much of a sperg. This has been my entire childhood/teenage years in a nutshell:
>Try to be normal>Mess up, either with a small mistake or complete sperg-out>Get told "What an idiot! Do it properly/be better next time.">Try to correct my behavior>Get told "That's even worse!" or "No, you're supposed to do the opposite of that!">Get reprimanded or sometimes beaten for being a nuisance to society>Do whatever I can to make sure this never happens again>[Repeat from Step 1]Years of trying to improve myself to no avail has killed my spirit. Nowadays I just spend my time hiding from people or contributing as little as possible so that I don't step on anyone's toes.
