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I have no car, dont want one, to scared to drive one.
Im deathly afraid of leaving my uni once i get my major done. Not sure If I can survive on my own paycheck and made even worse by not having a car since I cant get anywhere. Im shit at knowing how and how not to spend money and it sounds like a whole lot of hell i dont want to get into
the reason why I dont have a car isnt so much a fear of them, hell money isnt really TO big an issue either. Its because I have an undiagnosed fucking disease. Back When I was in senior year of high school I started getting these dull pains in my forehead, had trouble remembering words and had a shit sense of eloquence and had trouble focusing my eyes on shit. Now I have trouble remembering shit, mis associate words and phrases and my own thoughts to other things at times, the area between my eyes on my forehead always hurts and feels like theres pressure there, started getting sleep paralysis more often and have trouble paying attention in general. Its like being high but with out the euphoria. For what ever reason my whole face always feels dry and wierd after a hot shower and if i dive to often when I swim about an hour later shit starts feeling even more painful in that region. I can go on, but no matter how many times ive visited the doctor, be it for mri or ct scan or what ever, they found fucking nothing but enlarged nasal cavities..which the doctor then prescribed congestion medication...which I used months ago, same fucking kind but it didnt have any effect for a goddamned month. AT this point Im just waiting for what eve the hells wrong to just progress to a point that they cant fucking ignore an obvious sign
tl;dr bugs in my fucking brain man
