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I know it’s not bad at all by this bord’s standards, but recently I was looking through my old games, and found a totally repressed memory. In my Emerald version, I had a ditto nicknamed “bi-slave” and when I saw it, I had horrible flashbacks to getting off imagining my ditto having all sorts of wild and crazy sex as it transformed into all sorts of creatures, genders, sexualities, etc. i came from a pretty restrictive Christian household, so this was really dark and twisted compared to what my life was like and what was expected of me. I unironically cringed when I saw it again, and released it. I think part of what drove me to these lengths for sexual pleasure was being restricted to internet access.
In high school, I had a web filter, so i used to search benign things on Google images, and it would sometimes accidentally bring up porn (early Google images was loaded with it), and there was one picture of Mewtwo I used to get off to a lot, from DeviantArt. The thing was, I couldn’t go to the site, or expand the image, and the browser didn’t zoom on images, so I had to get off to the thumbnail.