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>Gardevoir
Probably gonna get killed for such long story.
I was born in pathological family. I was living with my older sister and a grandma. I don’t remember my father because my parents divorced when I was like 1 or 2 years old. My mother was an alcoholic so my childhood was just like a nightmare.
I could get beaten for everything, even for playing a bit too loudly in my room. What’s more, I always was considered as a worse child by my mother. It’s probably because my sister was just like my mother – they shared interests, passions, were sociable and stuff. I, for obvious contrast, was just like my father – rather silent, calm, with a passion towards video games. My mother just hated this.
She always tried to change me, tried to make me to be just like my sister. She never really accepted me. Once my grandma told me that she didn’t want to take me to home from hospital after my birth.
Sometimes she told me that it would be better if I was never born. Such psychical and physical harassment has continued for years so now my self-esteem is as low as possible.
She never accepted the fact that I’m different than my sister, so now I just hate myself.
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